2000Special Award
I was bound by an inferiority complex. When I started to take pictures, I loved my image taken in photos, which looked attractive and cute. I could make myself look like a model or an actress in pictures. As I looked at my pictures again and again, the gap between my real image and my image in a picture widened. In other words, my appearance could be changed easily, but my personality did not change. An ID picture proves the identity or the existence of a person in the picture. That is, even if someone does not exist in this world, if he or she appears in an ID picture, that person can prove his or her existence. One's personality is said to show in one's appearance. However, even if one's appearance changes, the essence does not change. Such a contradiction motivated me to create my work. Anyone in these ID pictures could be myself. The camera for ID pictures, that is my studio, stands inside the parking lot located along the Kobe Subway. As if it were made specially for me, there was a restroom in front of the studio. There, I continued to disguise myself as many different persons as possible, ten to twenty different characters, by wearing the clothes I brought, until the last train passed on the railway. Since it was a public restroom, other people came to use it. My works are in monochrome, so it is not so noticeable, but my make-up made me look unusual. Once a little girl came in and she froze the moment she saw me. Also, a young woman came in and instantly rushed out as if she saw something she should not have seen. I scared away many people. A guard at the parking lot was suspicious of me, and I was afraid he would report me to the police. Let me apologize to the people I encountered while photographing there.
This work shows various phases of the self, and they seem to have pluralized and multiplied. That simply surprises me. Perhaps I, as a man, feel sure that women are more expressive than men. Artistic expressions or expressions of paintings partly involve venting one's feelings. What makes this work most interesting and impressive, is her conceptual approach to photography, while adding intuitive, emotional, and physiological elements to keep the work from looking stiff. If it were a male artist, the result would have been different. After all, women are energetic and strong.
2000Special Award